We both agreed to wait for the right moment. Everyday I want to see you and hold you in my arms, but we can't. This has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I have had others who I thought I had a strong attachment to and if a situation prevented us from being together we just went our seperate ways. With you I can't do that. I can't just move on, I'm in love, real love for the first time in my life. That is the glue that keeps me waiting for that moment. The phone calls help a little but I can't say the things I want for fear of someone hearing them. I have only good thoughts of us in the future, no longer having to hide our emotions from others. Our time is coming and I know it will be great but for now we must wait and that is so hard.