What I think about love..

In love, you do not always get to choose. You don't always get what you want. It's not like "Heyy, I like you.. Can you be mine?" NOT LIKE THAT. It's hard. Sometimes, you just fall, and end up with someone in front of you. Someone who's been there all along. I mean, she or he could be your bestfriend, could be you classmate, or schoolmate, or anything like that. You might think it's impossible, it's crazy, but that's just the way it is. She/He might seem to be so wrong, or may not even be what you're looking for this whole time, or simply.. just not your "type". But then, you'll realize that, inspite of all the feelings you're having, which is so wrong.. Or, he may not be the one, one day.. You're gonna realize that it feels so damn right having her/him as the person you'll love forever ;)

Companionship

A perfect parner in life, is someone you can be with and talk about anything without realizing that the day was over. Someone who will always listen and fill twice the joy or pain you're going through. When you start to feel that connection, never let it go.. Cause there is more to companionship than to love only. Because, in the end.. When all else fail and are consumed.. You will always hold on to those times when you don't even need to hear the words "I love you"..

OMG?

So yeah, hey.. I'm back to blogging. But, actually.. Right now, I'm not bored. I am shocked. I haven't been on since 2-3 days ago. I haven't been checking out to any blogs, or tweets, or somehing like that. Now, I'm back. And I found something "shocking" but, at the same time.. It's one of the sweetest thing that a guy could make me feel. So, I was on Twitter, and then I had a talk with some of my friends, on Zingle'd.. So, I was thinking to write on my blog about something I made 2 days ago from my notebook, d'yeahh.. I wronte something. Then, I checked my followers on the blog.. And then, I saw Brandon's.. So before reading his posts, I noticed my name. Well, it has been easy for me to notice my name, all times. It has two n's.. And, 2 a's.. So, it's Anna. I can easily notice my name. I don't really know why. So, I was shocked. And I started reading his posts. So basically, I guess, it was all about me? I don't really know. I was so shocked. The "girl" he meant after all, was ME. Why am I so stupid? Well, so now.. I don't know. We just talked on twitter.. And I don't think he have any idea that I read his posts already. He likes me? And I was aking people on Zingle'd about that, and they actually knew he likes me. I guess, I'm the only person who doesn't know about it. So Brandon, if you're reading this.. Continue reading this. lol..


So, yeah.. Hi.. Brandon.. I don't know what to say. BUT WAIT, you should understand that I'm in shock right now. I'm shaking. See, I'm typing and I'm shaking.. I didn't know this. And, I am not rejecting you. TOTALLY not. So, I've read your last post about this girl named "Taylor".. I don't know.. Wait, I'm so confused right now. You should decide you know. Yeah, I like you too.. But it's too complicated. If you know what I mean, you did not tell me that you actually, like.. like me, like that. I thought it was just a normal like. Like how we all love the people on Zingle'd.. You know what I mean. So, I just need time to think. I don't really know what to say right now. But, I wanna thank you, soooo much for being there, all the time. Like, when I'm on twitter, and no one's up, and you would start tweeting me, and things like that. I appreciate every single things you've done to me. And I'm really happy to have you as my friend. We talk a lot, and jokes, and all the things like that. I don't really know what to say.. But Brandon, thank you.. SOOOO MUCH... I mean, there's a lot of things I could say right now, but I'm rally confused.. I just need some time. Okay? So... Hmmm? Thanks. ILY! ;)

- Anna

OMG

Hey reader, or readers.. Or if I have one! I felt so lucky cause Tori and Sammah are following me. LOL. Don't LOL me. Haha. Well, my blog is nonsense (probably) 'cause I only write when I'm bored, or not? So my day has been great, not so great.. And I totally found out that TinyChat hates me. I can't go on cam, and people won't notice me sending messages or even spamming the chat, so.. FML? Yeah... So... Uhmm? I don't know what to write anymore. So, ciao! lovelovelove. ;)

I ADMIT.

I AM JEALOUS

One day, a family of a mother and two boys, Timmy and Tommy, were riding in their car on the way to church. Timmy leaned over, smacked Tommy across the head, and Tommy yelled out "Ouch you fucking wanker!" later that day in church, the mom went to talk to the priest. she said "Father, my boys just won't stop swearing and I don't know what to do." the priest says "Well, have you tried smacking them?" she said "No, doesn't the church look down on that?" the priest says "Well, yes, but in some cases we'll make an exception." The next day, the two boys come down for breakfast and she asks Tommy what he wants for breakfast. Tommy says "Well, gimme some fucking waffles." The mom backhands Tommy so hard, he flies out of his chair and lands against the door. shocked and terrified by this, Timmy becomes very quiet. his mother asks him what he wants for breakfast, and his reply was "Well you can bet your sweet ass I don't want no fucking waffles!"

FIRST

YAY!

MY FIRST AND

MIGHT BE THE ONLY

ONE FOLLOWER!

THIS POST GOES TO

@DJTLaC

A.K.A.

Torilac

I

love

him

=)

Hmmm :)

Okay, so I don't know what time is it. But it's dark, I'm freezing, and yes.. You guessed right! I am BORED. Obviously, I blog when I'm bored. So this post will be a little special. Wanna know why? Well, it's cause I'm gonna mention some people on Zingle'd (that I can remember, so far..) and I'm gonna put "something" after each of their names, usernames.. Whichever. Okay, so ready? Yayy!

P.S. - This is not in order ;)

@InvaderEO/@InvaderEO2 - Oh my, it's INVADER. THE FIRST ONE TO KNOW ME, THE FIRST ONE I TOLD MY SECRET (we were "secretually" chatting on blogTV, @sammah's blogTV). Michael Jackson's number 1 fan (you have to agree with me). Famous for "loving people the most". My first love. ACTUALLY, THE FIRST FEATURED USER ON ZINGLE'D I TALKED TO AND, THE BEST CONVO ON REGULAR ZINGLE'D CHAT, EVER. I'm never, ever gonna forget that. Claims to be an it, but unfortunately, not anymore. BUT, few are still confused. When I say confused, I mean it. And I love INVADER, so much! *grins* (THE BEST)

@CrAzY_P3ngUin (Mikey) - Hmm, Mikey.. I can consider him as "MY PARTNER" cause we both support the same team - LAKERS. I will never, ever forget him. He did something that hurt me, but I forgave him. And yes, I still love him. The second person to know my secret, but he won! He knew it before I told him. I fail. He smokes, so what? He loves getting high, and I idolize him, for that! He claims to be a promoter. He's funny, he loves penguins. Adorable, and quite lovely. I love him. :)

@DJTLaC (Tori) - Oh! It's Tori! He is definitely a LOVER. When I say he's a lover, I mean it. He humps people a lot. He's famous for that. We talk a lot. Hmm.. He is married to @ScribblesJenni, you'll know her later. I know, Tori is so madly and deeply in love with his wife, cause he told me so. Tori's sweet, and nice. One of the people I care about. He's cool, and he writes so damn good. I simply love him ;)

@sammah (Joshua - wait, I don't really know if Joshua is his real name *muffles*) - It's SAMMAH, famous for the 3 words with a question mark "Do it float?". Makes good YouTube videos. I envy his job. Clever, and indeed.. He is also a lover. He sends cute and sweet DM's and IM's. He's famous. I love his black accent. He is fun to talk with. I love him! :)

@NYCityBoy23 (Brandon) - Brandon, we have something special, cause we seem to tweet each other a lot even if we're talking on Zingle'd Wall. Yeah, *laughs* and we share different things. He's the first person that made me get on cam on TC. Happy? Brandon is sweet, he makes things get better. He talks so sweet and stays up late, a lot. I love Brandon! :)

@zacharyflynn (Zach) - Zach? I have nothing in mind. lol jk. Zach is cool. Zach is hot. Zach knows how to please everyone. He fights for what he believes. He lurks almost, all the time. You'll never know. I got a very tiny DM from him, and I feel like a winner already. LOL. He is famous. He finally followed me back. I used to follow him, and then unfollow him, and then I followed again. lol. He is known as the ^ dude. You know ---> ^ <---- THAT. LOL. HMMMMM. ZACH. I love Zach :)

@samuelbinns (Sam) - omgitssam. We share something VERY special. My first. He followed me first, and I feel like a winner. I used to "stalk" his tweets cause I think he's cute, and hot. I followed him back, and he sends me very INTERESTING DM's. He is THE BEST. I SWEAR TO GOD, I WILL, NEVER, EVER, FOREVER FORGET SAMUEL. He is sweet, "SECRETUALLY" sweet. I wish I could meet him, and make our dreams come true. HAHAHA. I'm not kidding. It's more than what you think. So, I will stfu. I love Samuel, so much :)

@myliewonderland (Mylie) - Oh why, MYLIE. I will never forget her, and our DM's. She shared something I like. Something, I missed doing. I am helping her problem in some ways, I possibly could. I love Mylie. I misspelled her name MILEY. But she isn't MILEY, she is MYLIE. She's cool. She makes good videos on YouTube. I love the "How to make a cut" part. She said she sounded like a kid, but it was HOT. We often talk on AIM. And I love the way she does her "thangg". I love Mylie :)

@megskyy (Megan) - Megan, I adore her. She is BEAUTIFUL. She's not your typical girl. She's different. I don't really know her too much, but I really enjoy talking to her. She saw me on TC, and she was like gonna kill me, lol. I love her for calling me pretty. lolol. Of course. I simply love Megan. :)

@TatiisAHipster (Tati) - TATI. I LOVE TATI. I LOVE TATI CAUSE SHE LOVES JUSTIN BIEBER. lololol. wth? No, I'm sorry. What's wrong with Justin Bieber? Uhm? Kay? Hmm. So Tati, she cares a lot about people. I still remember her LUCKY DAY. She became a featured user! lolol. Yeah, so there's tati. She's pretty and cute! I love Tati! :)

@TabbyTornado (Tabby) - TABBY IS HOT. When I say she's hot, I mean it. She tweets cute things. SHE IS FAMOUS. She's on iCarly! I love her hair. I love Tabby! I love her red lipstick. And sometimes, she can't sleep.. And she doesn't know why. We tweet once in a while, and sometimes, we talk about how much she hates Justin Bieber's fans. She's unique, in a good way. I love Tabby! :)

@ScribblesJenni (Jenni) - First thing in my mind, @DJTLaC's wife. I seldom talk to her, she studies a lot? Just guessing. lol. She stays up to talk to her hubby. That's one of the sweetest thing a "wifey" can do. I hope she'll follow me back, someday.. Somehow. I love Jenni! :)

@MotherFudgerAce (Acelyn) - I JUST REALIZED, ACELYN IS VERY PRETTY. I love Ace. She's my partner. Causesometimeswelovetotalklikethis andwedontreallycareif someonehatestheywaywewrite wehavefreeedomyouknow RIGHT ACE? I love Ace. :)

@EmillyFTW (Emilly) - Emilly, we used to play on Habbo.com. lol. It was fun, and funny. She is a sweet girl. She's pretty too. I love her. I think we need to talk more. Hmm. She talks random things, and she is sooooo nice. I love Emilly :)

So, I can't really say "THAT IS ALL" cause maybe, I forgot to mention someone. Sorry. Tell me ;)

Something:

So hey, if you're reading this. I love you. Zingle'd people taught me a lot. They just don't know that. I feel so happy to meet them, well not personally. But, when I talk to them, I feel so loved. It's totally different from my "real world" you know, as in friends I met personally. I'm still wishing that we would stay this way and would communicate daily. I admit, I fell in love with 2 people, and I'm not telling you. Yeah, lol. STOP LAUGHING. I fall in love, easily. When I say easily, I mean it. They make my day, perfect. People on Zingle'd are cool. Saying I love you to an anonymous is nice. It's not weird. They taught me that different people share a lot of good things. Hmm.. So yeah, I don't know what else I'm gonna say. I might update this post if I could figure out what I'm gonna add. So yeah, that is all. I love you and thanks for reading..

SORRY IF MY GRAMMAR SUCKS. OR DID IT? YEAH AND, SORRY IF I WRITE SO BAD. I'M JUST BORED AND THIS CAME UP. C'MON, JUST ENDURE IT. OKAY? DON'T WORRY, I LOVE YOU :)

LAYS LAYS LAYS

I SIMPLY LOVE LAYS.

p.s. you have to agree :)

BTD - Bored to death.

Yes. My title explains everything. So, this blog has turned into a live diary. lolol. Anyway, I am so freakin bored right now. Currently on Zingle'd Wall, where I hang out a lot. Yeah, and prolly.. Prolly, you know what? I'm gonna be writing about people I met there. People I love. People who love me.. Mkay? Hmmm. Todddles ;)

ifellinlovewithapersonimetontwitter

FML.

Kthanks.

BAii

For Someone..

I can turn and walk away pretending to be strong... because I know that's something you always thought, I was. I can run away from all of this and go to a secret place where no one could find me. But I know everything won't be okay, you are the sun, the sky, the grass on the ground, and the air that I breathe. You are something I need to survive. Nothing last forever no matter how bad you want it to. I know, I wanted him pretty bad. But maybe it is for the best. I am letting him go silently though. I can't tell him in fear that I will make a fool of myself by begging him to stay. Suck back my tears and walk away. I can't worry about my heart breaking. Someday I'll find someone...someday. I wish the tears would stop... But it's not that easy to hold back tears, to pretend that I am not loving him anymore. It's hard to hide and rejects the pain that has been thrown on me, a lot of times. I still don't care. I know he's hurting me for something else, I just don't know why? And what? I'm just so tired of my life. I just wanted a happy life with him though.. Every time I reminisce our pasts, my heart would stop beating fast. I told him, he's the only one that made my heart beats so fast before.. And what did I do to make him find someone else? I did my best in loving him, I did my best in controlling my feelings for him despite of the distance we are having. He told me he's not going to give up on us. Oh yeah, I forgot, us doesn't exist..

Love, Anna

LOVE

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

Letter from a dad to his child ;)

BOB MARLEY

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

Letting go..

Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.

We both agreed to wait for the right moment. Everyday I want to see you and hold you in my arms, but we can't. This has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I have had others who I thought I had a strong attachment to and if a situation prevented us from being together we just went our seperate ways. With you I can't do that. I can't just move on, I'm in love, real love for the first time in my life. That is the glue that keeps me waiting for that moment. The phone calls help a little but I can't say the things I want for fear of someone hearing them. I have only good thoughts of us in the future, no longer having to hide our emotions from others. Our time is coming and I know it will be great but for now we must wait and that is so hard.

My first blog..

Ohai, first reader of my first blog. Thank you for reading the first post of my first blog. Seriously, I don't really know where to start, or what to start. Writing is, and will always be one of the best things I love doing. I usually write on a piece or paper. I write songs, poetries and even things that are happening to me, daily. Well, not totally "daily". You know what I mean. Hmm.. So, I don't know. I would just probably post random things, I blog when I'm bored. Yeah, so I might also blog if I'm sad, happy, exotic or whichever, I'll try to update this blog daily. Thanks. :)